XD Hi all sat in the college library atm lesson was cancelled XD.

Well how are you all doing??? And is it me or are the journals I write happening at college XD

Anywho dunno wat to say uhhhhh well I'm working on some more pics......dunno when they'll be finished tho. And heck these college computers have got quicker over half term lol.

So anyway I shall talk to u all later when i'm back from my friends

Cya later

Beckyanime

ANOREXIA

[x] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[ ] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[x] people think you are too skinny.

Total: 2

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[x] your mind is all over the place.
[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well. -nope... not at all...
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.

Total: 4

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.(only i've never acctuly needed loads of sleep so meh)
[ ] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.

Total: 3

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat. (if u mean how much quite alot acctuly)
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[x] people think you are way too skinny.

Total: 2

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone. -coufes- ...melested yes~
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.

Total: 0

DEPRESSION

[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[ ] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[ ] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.

Total: 0

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[x] you have daily rituals. (well i acctuly ge dresses in a certain order lol it's always lower half 1st top half 2nd XD i also tendto change into my pj's after having a shower unless i'm going somewhere lol)
[ ] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right. (with my drawing if something don't look right i'll rub the section out and start again and things like curtainsandcutions have o be symetry XD)
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.

Total: 4

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[ ] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[ ] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[ ] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] you act younger than your age. (chyeah)

Total: 4

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations.
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[ ] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness/panic attacks. (ummmm only if real worried)
[ ] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy. (only if i don't know them lol)
[x] you often talk to yourself. (bloody hell yes XD)

Total: 4

so there's ties between ADHD, OCD, PTSD and Schizophrenia XD ain't i healthy lol

Hey guys just feel like making a chatty journal XD

So i'm starting off with a how r we all??

Well my week has been a mix of well rubbish and fun lol. To get the rubbish stuff outta the way i'm confused as to where i wanna go next i'm thinking uni but my hearts not fully in it....... i've also been ill and had loads of coursework but yeah thats over XD.

Now good stuff uhhhhh well we were mucking around in town to day, i managede to get a friend into anime XD that was by accident to (messege to i'm lending her full metal alchamist when i finish to continue ur work for u XD). I also had a good old chat to about the brill axis powers hetalia.

Well best be off supposed to be doing english work so i may add to this later XD

Cya

Beckyanime

yeah basicly i need ur help (sparkly eyes)

basicly this is a quiz for my communication and cultur essays and project, u will all remain annonomous so yeah if u would fill these out it will help me loads and i mean loads (heck ur answers will be used to help get a full A level XD) so i really appretiate if u want i'll even do requests if u take part.

KK so the questions are:
1) Do you have a tattoo? (if not go to question 5)
2) What do you have?
3) Do you think you'r tattoo helps you show who you are?
4) Do any of your tattoos have a speacial meaning?(carry on to question 7)
5) If you don't have a tattoo would you have one and why?
6) What would you have and why?
7) Do you know anyone who has a tattoo?
8) DO you have any idols wh hav tattoos?

Thanks for yor time folks and as i said if u wt a rquest just ask
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If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of ..........
Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.


I fear ...
[ ] black people
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs ( i luv dogs hehe)
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 1

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads ( i petted a frog once when i was younger XD)
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad (don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend)
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom (read the above)
[ ] rats..
[ ] jumping from high places.
[ ] snow

Total so far: 0

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges (probs neva had to do it)
[ ] death..
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 5

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[x] Friday the 13th (i'm superstitious XD)
[x] scary movies
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 7

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood

Total: 8

1ST : If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own journal.
2ND : TAG 7 PEOPLE AND PUT THEIR ICON IN YOUR JOURNAL.
3RD : TELL THE 7 PEOPLE WHO U TAGGED THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
OK LETS START!

1. Who is your celebrity crush?
O.o i don't have one XD

2. What are you most excited for?
ehhhhhhh lots of stuff.... really it's one extreme (like going on hols) to the other (having a chinese) XD

3. What was the last thing you bought?
Ehhhhhhhh......food at the oriental buffy place seriously all u can eat for £6.99 how could it be any better

4. What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
ehhhh my dog being stupid and a baby seal on the tele XD

5. Does the weather affect your mood?
ummmmmm don't think so

6. Tell me 5 things you can't live without:
art stuff, friends (both real life and DA), family, ehhhhhhh......music and ummmmmm my dressing gown (it's snuggly XD)

Tag ehhhhhhh i dunno anyone who wants to XD